Today i was having heart to heart chat with my aunt about my brother and we discussed everything about our property problems.. and how it effected us ... and how its still effecting us...
After hearing what i had to say about my bothers behaviour in past couple of months... my aunt tells me that my brother has become a revolt as he has no work to do and its all because of empty mind and that's the reason why he could be quarrelling with his mother and father and actually he might not have any problems with my mother and might like my mother more than me !!!.. and that left a bad taste in my mouth.. is this the image that she has about me ?
From the childhood i have got this image .. I'm not able to label what it is.. but the image is that i am a very adamant person. On the contrary I'm the most vulnerable person in my entire family... I have seen so much of quarrel and drama.. i'am a passive aggresive person.. Iam not a hypocrite.. and i try to avoid confrontations and quarrels as much as possible .. .i feel once you confront someone things will never be the same...
I have swalloed all my bitter experiences with patience and a smile on the face...
I cant do it anymore.. also its not right to accept things at face value.. if i cant fight for myself.. who else will ... what will i gain by not speaking ?
so its time to change .. and I will change for a better me .. and for leaving good impressions on others..
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